Believe in yourself.

     Well... some people agreed with me after reading my blog... some people didn't. I am not here to judge anyone, everyone has their opinion and beliefs, but it's annoying when I am trying to make them explain what they believe in, they just say ' I don't want to talk about it'. Well..wait.. if you don't agree with me, I want to hear your side of story because, maybe I am wrong, maybe I learn something from you.

     I noticed that people can't keep up with me, because, they believe in words and I believe in proofs and science. This girl tells me one story, that she believes in GOD, and then, after some time she says that some people live hard, and some live good... I ask her 'Tell me why does that happen, if you are a believer, and you believe in that God? If she loves hers children equally, why are some kids born and live on the street, and other kids have everything they dream about?' She says 'I don't know.' Well, if you believe in something, you MUST know. It makes me sad knowing that people believe in something just because they are blinded... It sounds good to their ears, so they make slaves of themselves. They also believe in religion just because it's how our society functions and they don't want to be separated. So they believe, but they don't know what they believe in. How logic is that? Oo

    Even though I am rational, I must admit that there is actually something that scientists can't explain yet. I call it 'energy'. I think that every being has that energy inside known as 'soul'. My theory is that, if you believe in you, in that energy you wear inside of you, you are able to reach any goal. That is my faith. Believe in yourself. You are the only person in the world who can help you. If you give up on yourself, and you expect that some person who lives on the cloud since forever helps you, you are destroying your life, and yourself. Because, there is no one in the sky, there is no God. It's us people. And we live on Earth. But... there is always that one 'but'. I think that there is actually some power that people, nor any other being can control. The universe, life, time... it has to be here for some reason. Because, remember, everything happens for a reason. I have that ability to feel infra sound. And it's really scary. You see nothing, you hear nothing, but you still feel something in your presence. That's what happens to me. I think that, in far past, some people could feel it too, but they couldn't explain it, so they started making up stories about God, about saints, about ghosts. For me, it's that energy that I can't explain, but I would love to. I don't want to make theories and make people believe in something that I am not sure about.

    Also, I believe that Jesus as a person existed long time ago. That he was one of the intelligent people in that time, and that he was enlighting people with knowledge telling them useful stories so they can get the point of life, healing their diseases, helping them one way or another. But, uneducated people were so thankful to him, that they made him their God. And that's how it started. People started writing stories about Jesus adding some supernatural things so their stories become more convincing. They started rising him to the stars and so on. But it's known that smart people, especially in the past, were always ending their lives tragically. Some people didn't like the fact that there is a rational and intelligent person walking on the earth, so they made him die in pain. People couldn't accept the fact that there is no Jesus anymore, their healer, teacher.. so they revived him through the stories... And that's how we got the other part of Bible.