You keep believing, I'll keep evolving.

      I was considering to start blogging for quite long time now, but somehow I was always putting it aside. But... as the time was passing by, I was becoming more mature, and started seeing the world I am living in from another angle. And, honestly, I don't like what I see. Just thinking about people's behavior, their attitude and shallowness makes me sick. Also, I realized, that, as many people I meet, the more they disgust me. I am not being rude here, just realistic, and I am not talking about ALL the people, but about most of them. That's why I deeply respect all the intelligent people I got to know and people who have healthy reasoning about things. My coach for example. He is atheist, like me, and he believes in science, also like me. So, we have plenty of subjects to discuss about. Of course, there are conflicts and it's normal that our opinions are not always the same, but through our conversations I can learn a lot. I wish there were more people who were thinking in the way he does, because, if there were, world would be organized in much better way.
    Lately, I have been discussing the general idea of R-E-L-I-G-I-O-N with people. That theme is so worn out, but I just can't help but react when I hear people talking about it and looking like bloody idiots. As you know, Christmas has passed, and everyone is still euphoric about Holidays, so all I hear is 'God this, God that'. Wait, who? God? Oh, that little old guy who's sitting on the cloud controlling every single organism on this planet and saying 'Do not do this or else you will burn in hell for the end of the time.' Yeeah, now I remember. He is the one who made two human beings out of nothing, and later, those two human beings made whole human population, yellow, white and black race. Did I say HE? From now on, instead of word God I will be putting SHE.
   Personally, I think that religion is a huge bulls**t. For me, that is just a very well organized business, which has a goal to manipulate people and wash out their brains, while our presidents and other 'important' people mess around however they want. People are just too busy trying to be perfect and sinless their whole life (so they can be in heaven later, duhh) and in fact they don't see what is actually going on around them. Even tho there are some things they don't like, or they wouldn't do, it's GOD'S will, and that is how it must be!
  Other than that, I really respect Bible as writing, I read it, and I found some really useful sayings in it. But, for me, Bible is just a book, like every other book in the library. I don't see anything saint about it. Here is my story: Long time ago, someone decided to write a handbook for people, how to behave in a proper way and not to endanger other people. They wrote it to look like a fairy tale, so even the people with the lowest intelligent level can understand it. For all the good actions people get reward (heaven) and for all bad actions they get punishment (hell), of course after their life. So, when people's brain started to develop, they started to think about the things which is hard to explain. When they asked themselves 'what is happening when they die' question, they took Bible, read it, and found their brilliant answer! We are going to Heaven!! That's how Bible became such a serious thing, and by the time, it became a saint book and Jesus became their savior. And I don't blame regular people for that. Maybe it's an easier way for them to fight against the fear of death. But I blame people who kept pushing that thing through the centuries and basically forcing people to look at the world with eyes of religion, with no possibility for them to live their life in the way they want to live it and to do things how ever they want. But, they just knew that it's the only way to control and the mass...